a thousand miles away -

10:51 PM

today went out at bout 635 at nite to go earlier to collect de cake . den i went back to eplace where we are meeting at . den like eveyrone late lar can . i was like damn scard no one will turn up loh . but luckily they did . den eat eat . play play . and his care we use that kinda cannot blow out those kinda candle . haha .

den when i had to go roxanne they all was like askin mii to stay . but i juz walked off coz i cant stay . i didnt wan my mood to effect their happy mood . but they were so sweet to chase after miii and waited for e bus with mi . sweet rite.!

but den there was this STOOPID pervet guy suddenly can so close to mii den gave mii those lao ti ko look . kaoz . go and die lar . den i walked away . den i went to sit wif de sweet roxanne =] . den i ask dino to come close to mii so that guy wont do anything . wanted to call weisinn instead but did not . donno y .

den mii bus came and i almost missed it . haha . den when i in de bus . i donno y but i cried . then another lao ti ko keep on staring at mii . tmd . wad's e prob with all this ppl . den when i got off e bus e whoile way was damn dark lar . called to call roxanne they all . but no one pick ed up . o i decided to run up de slope . it was really damn scary lar .!

but now i'm safely home and that's gd . thanx de lord .

Friday, July 29, 2005

__i have the courage to love you no more__